so my friends have decided they dont want to hang out with me anymore?

last night me and harley spent like an hour trying to figure out what we were going to do today. and we decided we wanted to go go karting at celebration station since kayaking didnt work out. so the plan was that me lauren shawn and rachel would go with amy and harley would drive herself.

then harley calls me this morning and says that amy cant take me because she doesnt want a full car but shes taking lauren because she slept over and shes calling shawn and rachel to take me.

ok? thanks..?

can someone please explain to me the logic in not taking one person so you dont have a full car. wouldnt you think that shed just take lauren since she slept over. and me shawn and rachel would ALL have to find our own rides?
that would make more sense to me. and why was it ME that got kicked out of the car. it makes me feel loved really it does. god. i give up on trying to hang out with my friends
but anyway

so now pretty much everyone. (amy rachel shawn lauren harley and billy) are at celebration station. and what am i doing. sitting here alone by myself. score for my exciting life.

god. love you all too. harley and rachel were the only ones who actually said they wanted me to come.

yea. so that was fun. i like to rant


oh. and also. this kid kevin that ive liked since we went camping. yea we went to lakeland the other day for ryans graduation (WOW hes getting so old!!) and kevin came out to dinner with us. and OH MAN hes so hott and nice and amazing lol but yea. he has a girlfriend. shes some like. black college girl. cindy says shes ugly. but yea. and his parents dont know they are dating since they are supposedly racist and would NOT approve. ha. yea. and he went to argentina on saturday and hes staying there until the day before school starts (i think) and yea. HOPEFULLY HOPEFULLY HOPEFULLY they will break up since hes gonna be gone ALL summer. and shes in freaking college and do you really think shes gonna wait for him to come back.i dont. so i hope they break up. not that I am going to see him either this summer. but OH WELL. if they break up i can see him again in august
GOSH. hes so amZING! <3

k im done now. lol
amandas birthday is in a week!!
which means that my birthday is in 3 weeks
yesssssss